TO MY THREE SUPER EXTREMELY IMPORTANT PEOPLE :
I wanted to post this on tumblr.. but it wasn't working.. so here am i on blogger :)
hehe i know im random.. but i just really want to say what has been on my mind and heart these few days and also a form a reply to the three of you. It's amazing how you guys know one another and then yall 'gang up' against me to celebrate my bday ah! Tsk tsk >:( evil people!!! hahaha but still.. it was awwwww <3 So.. let me start.

(1) Ernestine
BEST FRIEND!! hahaha don't get goosebumps okay! Not gna lie.. but yr heartfelt msg almost made me cry :') (hm.. or maybe i did a lil? Don't say i'm crazy k!) And yep.. it's been 7 years. 7 years, filled with many many many memories. Some good, some bad. I've known you since pri 5. Back then we weren't so close rmb? heh. In fact i guess it was when we realised we have the same idol and then it somehow brought us closer.. and of course we had many common topics to talk about. It's amazing.. how at such a young age, fate brought us tgtr and we did so many stupid things tgtr. I still rmb those times i will drop by at yr house to play or watch dramas tgtr.. and at night where i will go to yr ahma house for dinner.. play with melody on idk who's bed. Hahahah! Of course.. we got abt the same psle score and we went to the same sec sch. I'm sure you agree with me sec sch had been challenging.. it was really a test of our friendship (esp in sec 2). But im glad we made it through ultimately :) I guess what the both of us have been thru tgtr has really brought us even closer and hehehe see!!! We know one another so well now :) Yep.. it's true that i understand you well!! hahaha and it's true that you know me well too.. (i love the warm feeling too!) And perhaps this year you may feel that we've distant.. but im heartened by the fact that you say we will always be bff :p hehee! (Although i really hope that we can spend more time tgtr... I MISS YOU ): wlao.. to think i actually say this first! hahah! ) P.S. I think we can talk so much of crap but we can htht damn well too! Our friendship is built on solid rock :) And yes you have this position in my heart that cannot be replaced too :) I'm really thankful for you.. and ern.. i thought you should know one thing too.. ive never told you this before. :/ You were the one who taught me how to cherish my friends.. you were the one whom ive learnt a lot from and grew up with. And in the process.. ive seen how you have grown up too and it really warms my heart :) Ern.. although you are always so annoying and irritating but i love you for who you are :) I guess that's yr way of showing yr concern to yr friends.. hahaha! And no matter what happens.. you know i'll always be yr listening ear bcuz im willing to hear everything that you are gna say :) 所以。。当你累的时候。。请你记得你有一个可以依靠的朋友。。:)

(2) Jialer
HUBBY! :D (omg so mushy to call you this uh! I don't even call you that luh..) Anyw, we've known each other since sec 1. Still rmb when i first interacted you, you were such an unfriendly kid! tsk! hahah dao me during geog lesson!!! oh well.. but in the end.. :) I think ive told you this for like countless of times alr.. heh. Don't mind me but i really have to say this. You have the ability to make me smile after talking to you.. so no matter how bad my day gets.. as long as i talk to you.. it will be alright after that :) Just really want to thank you that despite me being such a complain queen, you still talk to me and are willing to hear me out.. often giving me advices too.. Whenever im at a loss.. you are there to help me. When times get rough.. you cheer me on. You are like one of the sweetest friend ive ever seen and the most helpful person ever omg. (to the extent that im so afraid you will get taken advantage of.. and that is the last thing i would want that to happen to you) (If anyone dares to do that im gna kill that person k!) And girl.. our personality are so similar :p Hehe when it comes to close friends.. it's becomes our weakness.. sigh. Good and bad :/ Ive always felt that you are the best person to confide in and talk to.. bcuz you can always understand the way i think and feel :) Hehehe. Yay! And i guess you are one girl that i do not have to worry about.. heheehe. (cuz you dont really hide things yea.. or maybe you do.. idk hahaha!) but thank you.. for bring joy into my life. Heh i dont think i can ever find another jialer in this world. Continue being the cheerful and happy-go-lucky girl okay? Bcuz that's what makes you special.. And i'll always be there for you when you need me.. im just a phone call away from you :) I love you <3

3) Fidella
DEAR!! I think i said this to you the most number of times.. you are more than a friend to me.. you are like family. Hehe and you are indispensable in my life.. and you have done so much for me. Ive lost count the number of times you've been there for me when i needed someone.. and the number of times you picked me up when i fall.. found me when i was lost. and you are like a combination of ern and jialer! Heh. You have ern's stubborness (annoying like dk what but it makes me feel like taking care of you) and jialer's ability to make me smile.. that easily. Although we've known one another for a year or so.. i felt like we've known one another for a long long time.. i guess it's bcuz we have been through so much within that few months. And yes! We quarrelled.. we cried.. but at the end of the day i guess it just made our friendship stronger and it made us understand each other better. And sometimes i would think that since when did i have so much energy to quarrel with someone.. (cuz it is really not me) and that period of time was really terrible.. That's why sometimes i really feel like i shouldnt care too much. Many times i felt like as though im gna lose you.. sigh. (That would be a super duper huge loss to me.. i would never want that..) Still rmb the first time when i saw you.. we never thought that we would be this close. Yep it all started from that one incident.. and our frequent htht brought us even closer.. And of course.. from then on, i guess you are someone who has seen all sides of me.. my flaws and everything. But yep you still accept who i was although i really feel that i dont deserve it bcuz i think i always go overboard :( (im very very sorry!!!! :( ) I guess for a number of times we felt that perhaps we arent that impt to one another..(though i still feel that im not sometimes :/) but dont ever forget one thing.. you are to me. So impt that every single emotion that you feel affects me too. Dear.. you know i always tell myself that 'no im not gna make you angry or upset anymore..' but somehow i always end up doing it and idk why.. Sometimes you make me so pek chek until i really dw to talk to you and i know some things that i do are ridiculous but it was really done out of concern. Also, i forgot the number of times my heart broke bcuz of you.. but also you gave me the warmth that is different from the rest :) You make me feel really blessed and you are someone whom i can always find when i needed someone.. and you are able to make me feel very comfortable talking to you and of course with yr lame jokes and all.. you always manage to make me laugh at the end of the day :) Whenever you need someone to talk to, to vent yr frustrations, to cry or anything.. i hope i can be by yr side :) (pls wait for me..) I know you are someone who is hard on the exterior.. but soft inside. And you have a VERY special side of you.. that has yet to be discovered by others.. (hehe i feel so honoured)  Don't say you only have me.. (although i am super happy to be someone special to you:) )and dont keep thanking me.. :( bcuz there are many ppl who would do the same for you.. you have really good friends by yr side.. i know.. but im really glad that during my jc life i got to know you and you stayed with me throughout :) Thanks for all the memories.. thanks for spending time with me.. thanks for giving in yr all for me.. thank you for everything that you've done for me (those that i know and those that i dont..for my own good..) Dear, 30 years down the road.. we must still be as close k! (Bring our kids out to play and all.. wheee so fun!) You are truly a big blessing to me and thanks for being part of me, my family :)